Stupid khalyza,

What have you done khalyza? Are you lost your mind? This is totally not you. You tak pernah seberani macam tu, you tak pernah senekad tu tahu! Kenapa jadi macam ni khalyza? Ingat ni drama2 melayu ke macam mana? No it's not! This is your life tahu. Benda ni you akan ingat for the rest of your life. Allah, malu nyaaa khalyza perangai gini. Apa jelah alasan jadi sampai macam ni sekali? Takkan nak cakap bawah pengaruh ubat batuk? Takpun salah hantar whatsapp? Tapi ada sebut nama dia pulak. Takpun tengah berlatih script sebab nak pergi casting? Lagilah merepek. Takpun takpun takpun, damn I don't have any excuse.

He don't give any response didn't he? Now you know his answer right? Congratulations, you lose him as your friend. 5 tahun you tunggu benda ni, and you lost it because of your stupid feeling. Naiceeee. You sendiri tahu there's no chances between you and him. Tak ada and tak akan pernah ada. Tapi bijak sangat pegi mengaku gitu dah kenapa? Bolok sangat! Before ni pun you already expect apa jawapan dia kan?

But it's okay, you can handle it right? Yes you never faced this situation,but always believe in youself.  You can handle this.  Wake up khalyza. It's okay, you already keep that feeling for 5 years aite? So you can keep it for another 5 year.